Troubles and Worries

Its been a long time since the last update

there is so many things to do and not much time to rest

now just straight to the main point

...

ever since I'm back from my 3 weeks trip

there's a lot of things (烦恼) that coming to me and bother me

all of it came in too sudden and i'm not ready yet

as for the side effect of it, tired with stupid "bad mood" look

but this does not affect my works as i will separate it clear and nice

one of the things that bothers me is... relationship

no matter friendships, family or love

the thing is, ever since i'm back from the trip, i felt something changed

its not that i think too much or anything

but i can feel it, i'm a lil sensitive for the word

::  Friendship ::

this is the weird things happen

friends, become more passions and somehow active

for some, i admit you've become more pattern than ever

but for some, suddenly find me back after a long period

so i will take this as a good things happen?

or the other way round?

Find me out and make me busy!!!

::  Family  ::

its weird for this too

because suddenly they treat me differently

totally different from before trip OMG

what is happening actually during CNY?

am i came back to the wrong world?

( .. am i still dreaming? slap me wake up please ..)

::  Love  ::

 the complicated one but lovable.. quite?
the only thing i get after im back from the trip is jealous and ignore perhaps
well, maybe jealousy not a big deal it all
can leave that out now because it can be deal easily LOL
but the sad thing is ignore
kinda sad when she doesn't reply the message
what i can do is wait for the reply
what i can do for all these is nothing
since she's not mine and each has our own life
just can stop thinking, do nothing and let it be
positive overflow LOL


there is still many things bothering me
but all other things just small matters which can be settle in no time
what else i can do.. hmm