+++Its Coming!!!!+++

Its coming, its coming,
The road to hell is coming towards me.
help!!!!!

don't get shock,
i'm just too emotional.
SPM trail exam is near,
7th of August 2007...
myself has drawing closer and closer to the "HELL".
I kept blaming myself, why i don't want do revision??
my stupid lazy attitude is coming again...
what should i do to make this gone??
should i force myself do revision?
or should i just let it be in this way?
Now i'm just like making a hard decision that will make me confuse.....

ok ok, get off this topic and lets talk about others...
@#$%$@#@#$@#$%!@#%@%@#%@#%
My craziness is coming.......
This exam is driving me crazy,
i just can't escape from this bloody exam....
i wish students never ever takes exam in this reality world.
it just annoying!!!
besides, .............
what i'm going to say again??
never mind, just forget about it.

The final things......
My suffering days is coming...
not because of the exam, its myself...
"...like someone not necessary to be with her..."
this is what i always tell myself...
but my mind keeps playing tricks.
sometimes feel like wanna let it go,
and sometimes feel like wanna confess to her...
just this feeling is enough to make me suffer.........
"...a hand can't make a clap to make a noice..."
well, this is just like my love.....
so sad......................