Its coming, its coming,
The road to hell is coming towards me.
help!!!!!
don't get shock,
i'm just too emotional.
SPM trail exam is near,
7th of August 2007...
myself has drawing closer and closer to the "HELL".
I kept blaming myself, why i don't want do revision??
my stupid lazy attitude is coming again...
what should i do to make this gone??
should i force myself do revision?
or should i just let it be in this way?
Now i'm just like making a hard decision that will make me confuse.....
ok ok, get off this topic and lets talk about others...
@#$%$@#@#$@#$%!@#%@%@#%@#%
My craziness is coming.......
This exam is driving me crazy,
i just can't escape from this bloody exam....
i wish students never ever takes exam in this reality world.
it just annoying!!!
besides, .............
what i'm going to say again??
never mind, just forget about it.
The final things......
My suffering days is coming...
not because of the exam, its myself...
"...like someone not necessary to be with her..."
this is what i always tell myself...
but my mind keeps playing tricks.
sometimes feel like wanna let it go,
and sometimes feel like wanna confess to her...
just this feeling is enough to make me suffer.........
"...a hand can't make a clap to make a noice..."
well, this is just like my love.....
so sad......................
Monday, July 30, 2007
Monday, July 9, 2007
@@@Confuse@@@
Yo, i'm back....
The confusing lonelypig^^
But you can call me piggy.
Dunno why everyone call me piggy =="
This few day something bothering me,
Something that is playing my mind,
Something that makes me CONFUSE!!!
I guess i'm born to get confuse by everything in this reality world.~~T.T
Plus, school monthly test and SPM trial exam is near.
That increase my study pressure.......
This also makes me confuse a lot because the other two of myself in my virtual world makes different decision.
The evil part of myself told me to play, sleep and don't study.
Then the good part of myself told me to study and prepare for the exam.
As for myself, i confuse and dunno what to do.
Now, i'm studying for a moment, play for few minute or hours, then continue study for hours.
I'll do this when i'm totally confuse.
Thats bad for me, i'm crazy!!!
If i'm not confuse, i will just study or just play all the time......
Second confusing thing is....................her.
My friend know aboutthis and they ask me to tell her but i dun want to disturb her because she also having exam soon, monthly test and PMR trial exam.
I really want to tell her but ....
I just can't make the final decision at this moment.
Total confuse......................
I better go study now...
See you on next post.
Bye~~~~~~
The confusing lonelypig^^
But you can call me piggy.
Dunno why everyone call me piggy =="
This few day something bothering me,
Something that is playing my mind,
Something that makes me CONFUSE!!!
I guess i'm born to get confuse by everything in this reality world.~~T.T
Plus, school monthly test and SPM trial exam is near.
That increase my study pressure.......
This also makes me confuse a lot because the other two of myself in my virtual world makes different decision.
The evil part of myself told me to play, sleep and don't study.
Then the good part of myself told me to study and prepare for the exam.
As for myself, i confuse and dunno what to do.
Now, i'm studying for a moment, play for few minute or hours, then continue study for hours.
I'll do this when i'm totally confuse.
Thats bad for me, i'm crazy!!!
If i'm not confuse, i will just study or just play all the time......
Second confusing thing is....................her.
My friend know aboutthis and they ask me to tell her but i dun want to disturb her because she also having exam soon, monthly test and PMR trial exam.
I really want to tell her but ....
I just can't make the final decision at this moment.
Total confuse......................
I better go study now...
See you on next post.
Bye~~~~~~
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