Langkawi Trip^^

Had a fun trip to Langkawi with my classmates and friends..
its was quite fun, although half of the people that i'm going with i don't know them much,
but i manage to try to having fun..
this trip ad make me lost bout RM 500 ~ T.T
but i think its worth it..
i have waited for long time to get near the nature like sea, the wind...
while going to Langkawi and going home from Langkawi,
we went by boat, at that moment, i can enjoy the wind blowing on me...
it feels great and it makes me relax...
while at beach, i enjoy watching my friend playing in the sea, getting dirty...
and also, i get to row a canoe on my own with my friend..
it was fun, first time of my life row a canoe to the middle of the lake...
after these activities, while going back to our apartment, those stupid monkey started to follow...
well actually, the monkeys follow us at the moment we arrive that place...
damn, they are fierce, but coward...
they try to take our lunch by force, but unfortunately, they scared by us...
we just shouted at them, the monkeys ran away...funny =="
the last night, my friend all drunk, somethings happen...
i dunno how to say, but they dunno what they doing while drunk...
erm...i think i better stop here, if not, i will lose control... (don't ask anything)

Things That Happen During 15th October 2007 Till 21th October 2007

On Tuesday, sad things had happen on me...
Not to worry, its just get rejected by her...
That day can say that i'm shocked...
But thats my own fault by putting so much hope on it..
Stupid me...Damn stupid...

On Wednesday, i take this chances to go out with my friends...
Where? To Times Square for a movie...
Later, we go to the new complex near KL Plaza called Pavillion...
My friend took me there...but inside was half empty...
Nothing to do there, so we having lunch there...
My friend got his picture taken by my other friend and edited to a funny edition...
After that, we run to Sg. Wang (..because of raining..) to buy some clothes..
At there, i have spend RM88 to buy just a long trousers...
That was my saving money and now its gone...
But the good thing is, i'm feeling a bit better already..

On Thursday and Friday, nothing special happen...
Just like usual, sitting down in front of my computer and play, play, and play...
Besides that, watch movie and anime online...
Even watch till din eat lunch...
Well, treat it as dieting... no choice, lazy to cook.. =="

On Saturday, nothing happen, not quite...
Just that my mum bring me out to Pizza Hut have dinner...
Stingy... treat that dinner as my birthday present...
I ate it till 100% full, when reach home, just can lying on my bed for a rest...
After 12 midnight, got my first birthday wishes from my friend...

On Sunday, its a big day for me, but for my family, just another normal day..
When i woke up, got 6 friends wish me "Happy Birthday" through SMS...
Well, that was quite happy for me...
The only year got so many friends wishes me on birthday...
And also, celebrating my birthday with friends that know in forum...
Thanks to them, i have a happy birthday...
I'm satisfy with that... thanks a lot!!!

Famine 30 Hours & Others

wow.....
famine 30 hours....
that was a new experience for me.....
fasting for 30 hours,
no eating for 30 hours,
just drink plain water for 30 hours...
i feel good and i dunno why...
during that moment, i totally din feel any hunger...
just having fun by enjoying all the activities prepared...
and also....the first time...
i was actually meet with 张栋梁， 梁静茹， and Daniel 李吉汉...
it was quite excited when seeing them in front of my eye..
and that day (15th September 2007 , Saturday) was the day i feel so high....
keep screaming and cheering for them with others campers...
there is only two word to describe this feeling..
exciting and fun^^
but the bad thing is... i forgot to bring my camera to take their photo...
miss it..... T.T
Besides that, i also get to know some sisters in my group...
actually its 17 ppl in one group...
except for 10 mens, there are 7 more big sisters in my group...
Group number : 119
they actually quite friendly and kind...
we got the chance to work together with them ask a team in one of the activities...
I somehow enjoy the whole process...
haha....
i also learn many things in it...
because of this camp, i know that actually there is many children suffering hunger everyday,
no nutrition food, no clean water to drink and no home...
felt pity on them...
and also this is why we join this camp...
to experience what they had, except for the unclean water...
that night i din have a good sleep because...
1.) no proper space to sleep.....
2.) my friend occupy most of my space (at the corner somewhere in the stadium on the floor, so cant sleep...
3.) sleep on a table makes my neck pain and a bit headache...
but....all that was nothing...
i already gone through it, and thats is a good experience...
this camp is fun^^
hope to go again next year....
YEAH!!!^^


Erm....bout her...
can say one month din saw her....
now miss her....
she addicted to online games...
now whenever wanna chat with her...
she always busy-ing playing online games...
looks like our distance is getting farther day by day...
so sad, T.T



[edited on 17 September 2007, 16.57]

*++Nothing Special++*

hihi...
its me again....
bored izzit??
i'm now very boring...
sry, not now, its everytime =="
well, there's nothing for me to do even i'm boring...
there is just one thing that makes me feel a little happy,
EXAM IS OVER^^
yeah.......
(......i'm so childish......)
but its too early for me to happy..
still need to wait for the result..
if terrible, i guess there is no reaction on me...
weird huh... =="
i hope i can get good result in this trial exam..
if not, i will make my friend dissapointed..
cuz she giv me all the tips..
and the tipsis all damn accurate...
so...i cant fail!!!!!
(........calm down...take a deep breath........)


two weeks had pass...
i still din see her around school...
maybe i'm blind....
haiz......is this my fate??
i hope not...
everyday, every moment, missing her...
but still, din have the chance to see her...
i hope i can see her soon....
miss her too much...
(.........should i say that??..........)

+++Its Coming!!!!+++

Its coming, its coming,
The road to hell is coming towards me.
help!!!!!

don't get shock,
i'm just too emotional.
SPM trail exam is near,
7th of August 2007...
myself has drawing closer and closer to the "HELL".
I kept blaming myself, why i don't want do revision??
my stupid lazy attitude is coming again...
what should i do to make this gone??
should i force myself do revision?
or should i just let it be in this way?
Now i'm just like making a hard decision that will make me confuse.....

ok ok, get off this topic and lets talk about others...
@#$%$@#@#$@#$%!@#%@%@#%@#%
My craziness is coming.......
This exam is driving me crazy,
i just can't escape from this bloody exam....
i wish students never ever takes exam in this reality world.
it just annoying!!!
besides, .............
what i'm going to say again??
never mind, just forget about it.

The final things......
My suffering days is coming...
not because of the exam, its myself...
"...like someone not necessary to be with her..."
this is what i always tell myself...
but my mind keeps playing tricks.
sometimes feel like wanna let it go,
and sometimes feel like wanna confess to her...
just this feeling is enough to make me suffer.........
"...a hand can't make a clap to make a noice..."
well, this is just like my love.....
so sad......................

@@@Confuse@@@

Yo, i'm back....
The confusing lonelypig^^
But you can call me piggy.
Dunno why everyone call me piggy =="
This few day something bothering me,
Something that is playing my mind,
Something that makes me CONFUSE!!!
I guess i'm born to get confuse by everything in this reality world.~~T.T

Plus, school monthly test and SPM trial exam is near.
That increase my study pressure.......
This also makes me confuse a lot because the other two of myself in my virtual world makes different decision.
The evil part of myself told me to play, sleep and don't study.
Then the good part of myself told me to study and prepare for the exam.
As for myself, i confuse and dunno what to do.
Now, i'm studying for a moment, play for few minute or hours, then continue study for hours.
I'll do this when i'm totally confuse.
Thats bad for me, i'm crazy!!!
If i'm not confuse, i will just study or just play all the time......


Second confusing thing is....................her.
My friend know aboutthis and they ask me to tell her but i dun want to disturb her because she also having exam soon, monthly test and PMR trial exam.
I really want to tell her but ....
I just can't make the final decision at this moment.
Total confuse......................
I better go study now...
See you on next post.
Bye~~~~~~

**AGAIN**

Again...
I'm back online.
This two and a half week almost going crazy.
Everyday stay inside my room doing additional mathematics.
Thats the thing that makes me almost gone crazy.
But its kinda good for me because of my bad result.
I should do revision everyday from now on.
Yup, should revision...
If not, i'm gonna fail my exam again...


Again...
Felt lonely and boring in these few day.
Dunno what to do except for revision.
The only thing that i can do no matter what time is......
SLEEP.... haha...XD
Thats make me a pig.
Thats how my name come from : Lonelypig
Haha...XD
Boring.................


Again...
That feeling is here.
Making me can't do anything on it,
Making me confuse,
And sometimes making me can't sleep at night.
Should i voice out, or not?
Should i take action, or not?
Should i keep making myself to be like this, or not?
Arg......confuse again...
It makes me think of something that is not good to me.
Always thinking and wondering.......
Does she have a boyfriend, or not?
Does she likes me, or not?
It still in my mind now........


Again...
I end this topic with feeling that is neither sad nor happy...
I'm............
ZzZzZzZzZzZzZz
( Sub Host : "I'm sorry, the host had fallen asleep, we will continue uncomplete things at the next topic... BYE^^")

~~Boring~~

Holidays....................
Its going to end by tomorrow.
Actually, I wish to have holiday for more longer time.
To do what?? Good question......
Well, i usually spend my holiday by sleeping at home.....XD
Its so relaxing and having simple life,
Do not need to worried so much about what to do.
At holidays make me feel lonely and boring;
At school, at least i got my friend to spend time with,
Not saying that I did not spend time with my friend during holiday,
Its just seldom because of all the school teacher!!!
Dunno what kind of medicine they take,
Making them crazy by giving us ( the poor students ) so much of @#$%@#$ homework to do...
Damn it.......

(.....My apology for the rudeness.....)

That had make me no mood to enjoy my holiday.......
Now I have to finish all the @#$%@#$ homework by today...

(.....My apology for the rudeness...again....)

Haiz.... had to "start midnight car" again, hate!!!



OUT OF TITLE :
Now dunno how to tell her that i like her...
Me taking SPM and she taking PMR this year...
I hope i can go through all the obstacle with her until the end of the exam...

~~Current Changes On Me~~

yo, whats up dude.
Thanks for viewing my blog...
I'm appreciate it very much...
Once again, thanks a lot^^

I've change my hairstyle.
This new look made me forgot the previous me...
It gave me a new life, start to live a brand new life.
Its kind of weird but i like it.^^
First time having a new look.
Don't laugh at me when first looking at me...
I'll be ....... dunno what will i feel...
hehe


(...she sick jor~~ T.T....... take care...)

~~ =.= ~~

haiz.....nothing to say..
( the host is currently having mental disturbance, please hold for 10 seconds, thank you)
1......2......3......4......5......6......7......8......9......10......
i'm back.......so bored
this time, talk about her.
which one you asking?
hmm............the other girl, the cute one.
that feeling is happening on me again..
I mean, what the hell is wrong with me??
Is that I do not deserve to have love?
Not fair......
I felt that there is two kind of me inside......me.
I wanna tell her how i feel towards her but the other me stop me.
SUFFER~~

**I'm Back**

Finally, free from exam^^
but not all T.T
Unfortunately Tuesday and Thursday still got exam.
Hate to study, study makes me crazy.

This exam my result will be very bad.
Half of the subject i think can't pass.
I'm a failure...
If my English exam get fail, i rather go die. (It won't happen... haha)

Every time when exam is nearby, i won't study because those info cant "save" in my mind.
I will forget it in the next day. XD
This is my habit, likes to revise the subject that will be taking on the following day.
I'm a weird guy, a totally freaking weird.

*****Someone walk into my life*****
wanna know more, don't miss the next post^^

Hot Event & Whatever Things

Exam is near and i still not yet finish my study...
now dunno what to do except everyday, every hour, every minute and every second stay inside my room and keep on studying.
this is so bored, sooner or later will make me crazy.
if i did not voice out in my blog, i think now i'm crazy-ing.

today, the last day of April (30th April 2007) is my kawaii friend's birthday. ^^
but she still nid to stand under the hot sun for hours and her leg is pain.
poor gal, suffer till like that.

And the last thing, 'she', the one i mention before, i did not saw her these few days.
just have the chance to look at her through picture.
haiz...why i have to do like this, she dosen't like me, reject me so hard, but why i still so miss her?
what the hell is going on at me???
CAN SOMEBODY TELL ME...............................

Current Situation

"well well well, the host is sick."
yup, i'm sick n suffering with a high fever.
it makes me cannot study well, can't eat like normal person.
actually, i hate to consult a doctor. but my mum force me to go.
i have no other choice but to go consult doctor.
i hate all the medicine that sick people need to eat, like my current situation.
but sick makes me felt happiness.

everytimes when i sick, i kept dreaming of me and her, happy together.
go out having fun with her, that makes me happy.
but when i awake, everything is vanish like blowing a dust off.
want me to tell you (viewers) who is she?
well............i will maybe tell out in the next post.
so, keep waiting if you want to know.
HAHAHA

My Friend

well, lets see.... where to start
oh ya, that cute girl. ^^
She is so cute that had make me wanna be friends with her.
she just form 3 and she join KRS in school.
althought till now we talk less in school.... but i guess i just stop here.
if not, i have to delete this post ><
haiz... a cute girl just walk into my boring life.
too bad for u, viewers
can't see her picture...haha


what a boring day, as usual... T.T
sitting in front of the computer and so whatever things that boring person do
watch movie, play games and sometimes too boring, i will just go to sleep.

bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla...................

My First Own Blog

yeah, finally got my own blog (childish behavior) ^^
Hope can make it same as what i want.

Today i just got my first prize at school.
So happy because i got third place in my chemistry experiment.
Thanks to my other three group mate/ friend. They help me so much.