Sunday, April 26, 2009

OMG~~TireD >"<

phew....so tired...
2day whole day staying at home studying for 2molo exam~
1st subject, Introduction to Business!!!!
that one of the subject that i dislike...
haiz...headache ar!!!!!
so many to study bout business.....
hell larh.....marketing, accounting, human resource management....
bla bla bla.....bt still manage to fill some into my mind~~~
muahahahaha....
less see me stay at home and study for da whole day  >"<


althought i'm studying, bt still thinking of her  =.=
thinking~~is she feeling better??
or worse?? HELL NO!!!!!!!!!
haiz.....better continue study~~~or else  =.=
buai~~~~~  **study study study**

Saturday, April 25, 2009

~~Saturday~~

Dear Bloggie~~

2day feel sleepy and tired....
wanna continue lying down on my bed bt forced to wake up..
aww...2day still gt class....althougth is saturday..
haiz....sibeh tired lerh...still gt BM test on INBUHAN..
luckily is objective, if nt, i'm ready to FALL  >"<
grr.....hate malaysia education system..,
after secondary school or high school stil nid studyBM, Moral and Malaysian Study??!!!
bullshit la...future job looking oso no use...
cuz mostly using English wat...swt  =.="
duno what malaysia education ppl thinking.... sux la!!!!
nt oni malaysian education system...
my college some management skill also sux la...
example, i mean THE FACT:
  • holiday or sem. break shud be set or we shud have it after a semester....but not for them.. the sem. break but in the middle of the semester....that sux!!
  • next, the bus is not punctual at all!!!!! the actual time to arrive is 9.15, 9.45, 10.15 and 10.45...but when i arrive at bus stop at 9.20, owayz nid to wait 1hour till the bus come..the worst is friday, wit for 3-4 hours till bus came  =.=
the others i dunwan say anymore larh...
lazy to say it anymore....
dun wan waste my time on it  XD



she finish exam ady, 1st of all, gratz to eu^^
but sad thing is, she sick jor....
i guess its becuz of stress...
she oso din like to study much, and oso some subject she oso dun like...
and now, she is sick....haiz
  • "anything that i can do for eu??  >"<..."
  • "can i take care of eu??"
  • "can i be wif eu when eu having trouble??"
  • "can i be wif eu when eu nid help??"
who can gib me answer to all these question??
haiz....owyz wondering when all these can happen....
when can i be wif her??  (..dreaming larh, izzit??..)
aww......wondering, wondering, wondering   >"<
will tat be dreams come true??  @@

Thursday, April 23, 2009

B@ck To mY BabY BloGGiE

back yo~~
its a miricle that i still remember my username and password  XD
miz my baby bloggie  XD
hmm.....wondering, y i'm back??
because of the s2pid management and s2pid system of my previous blog...
wat happen?? ok, here's some list...

  1. Finish type my post, click publish, the result is....half of my post is gone  =.=
  2. same as above, bt different result  >>  tat certain post publish failed  =.=
  3. complicated and *speechless*

lalalala~~~my frenz oso ask me use back blogspot   >"<
haha XD
ok, now i'm here, what shud i do ya??
duno wat to do..
next week exam, bt still doesnt feel like wanna do revision so early..
cuz scare will forget before exam  XD
hmm....now oso nth to do..
waiting for time to past, waiting for time to arrive..
time to arrive for me to go back to college, for revision class
jz oni for tat class, 4pm to 6pm..
actually feel like dunwan to go...but..
my mum actually keep asking me going onot..
i get annoyed, thn jz say out loud "I'm GOING!!!!!!"
oops....i cant say i dunwan to go anymore since i've told my mum  =.=
haiz....too bad..who ask me speak without thinking  >"<


my hair is thick and long..
my mum again  =.=
keep annoying me, ask me go for a hair cut...
yikes....now i'm so poor, wer to find money for a hair cut??
can someone spare me some since my mum not paying for my haricut  T___T
but still duno when wanna go cut my hair  >"<
i guess i have to make my decision based on my mood  XD
no mood, dunwan cut; happy, go cut^^  lol


ker huei~~~
now use back blogspot, like u ask me to  >"<
and tiz is my 1st post  (not quite)
erm...u man man read larh, haha  XD


lately, feeling a bit down..
duno y, but there is something that can cure me  0.0
watz is tat?? tat is MUSIC
suddeny wanna listen to those song thats been very long time...
nt those old songs like 70's, 80's...
is those songs that pass few years..
trying to get back some memmories...
sometimes, when listening, suddenly will think of her..
what the hell is happen to me?? i duno
and who is tat gurl??  shhhh~~~ its a secret  XD

Wednesday, February 13, 2008

++今天的心情2++

今天(12/02/08)比较早起床。。
因为要准备家里的所有一切来迎接朋友们的到来。。
他们还没到之前,我跟志强一起去那支票 ( 薪水 )。。
看见支票上的数目,我有点高兴起来了。。
因为终于有钱用了。。
过后,就回家等他们的到来咯~~
等着~~等着~~
全部人到期后,就一起出发到永豪家拜年。。
到了那边,没想到他还没睡醒。。
觉得不好意识。。因为打扰他睡觉^^
等着~~等着~~
他终于睡醒了,而且也准备好要出门了。。
收了红包后,我们就一起去下一站,祥杰的家。。
在他家,只是玩牌打发时间。。
同样的,收了红包后,我们就去大姐,嘉谊的家。。
到她家门前时,昭文打电话来说他不知道嘉谊的家在哪里。。
我跟永豪就下去找他,带他上来。。
当我们从电梯出来时,看到有一对年龄大约30以上的一男一女在接吻。。
我和永豪经过时还听见他们接吻的声音。。炸到。。
不管那么多啦。。直接进家里算啦。。
真的没想到,嘉谊家比我家还大。。
那里的环境真得很不错咧。。
突然间想起如果我跟。。。一起在这好环境幸福的过日子。。
(想太多了啦。。不可能发生的。。)
也是一样,收了红包,过了一下就走了。。
下到去,有些说要打机,有些说要吃午餐。。
那好咯,分成两队。。然后才在集合。。
过后,就去志强家拜年^^
一去到他家,第一件事就是抱去后面打机^^
哈哈。。。。XD
在玩着时,他的老爸回来了。。
赫赫。。终于等到红包了。。哈哈。。(..白痴..)
玩够了后,我就去客厅找他们。。
他们在玩牌,赌吃赌喝的。。
我有玩几次,可是我没输过。。哈哈。。
过后我们就继续下一站,5s1帅哥的家,Ezra^^
去的路途中,志强和运嘉的车跑在我前面。。
而我,驾着我的车很有耐性的跟他们走。。
没想到志强特地带我们去浪费车油,走远路。。  =="
算啦,到了就算吧。。
到Ezra家,也是一样,赌博。。
一开始原本是赌喝的,可是玩久后,开始赌钱了。。
好才我没输钱,可是也没赢钱。。
离开他的家之前,我们拍了“全家幅”。。
最后一站,就是去运嘉的家了。。
他的父母特别亲切,我们已经把它当作自己家,什么都自便。。
一样的,还是赌博。。
今天的运气不知道为什么特别好,终于赢钱了。。
大概赢了RM9。。
在他家留到差不多快10pm了。。
我们又在那边拍了“全家幅”。。
过后,我们全部人去 wangsa maju BRJ 去 yamcha 吃宵夜。。
他们全部人在那边等着5s1的其中一的美女的到来,陈翎。。
不过,她没到前,我就被逼回家。。
死中还是不够我老妈玩。。
说如果我还没回的话就锁门。。
不然就是我不回,她不睡,等到第二天早上去做工没精神时,又来怪我。。
果然,姜还是老的辣。。还是不够玩。。
算咯,回到家,洗个澡,把自己锁在房间里。。
真的很不爽!!!

Sunday, February 10, 2008

~~昨天(9/2/08)和今天早上的心情~~

今天(9/2/08)的心情有点怪怪的。。
我跟两位女生,一对情侣,和两位朋友去看戏。。
其中一位是。。。(你们应该知道吧。。)
我应该是高兴的。。
可是相反的,觉得没什么高兴。。
我不知道为什么会有这种感觉。。
我也不知道怎样形容才好。。
种之感觉怪怪的啦。。
像要跟她聊天,可是看到他有点不知所措的感觉。。
想说得都忘了。。
看完一部戏时,他们说要去吃东西。。
对我来说,哪里都无所谓。。
后来,我们分成两组。。
有看第二部戏的一对,没看得说要到金河去吃。。
她是跟去金河的那组。。
没想到我会有点不舍得的感觉因为我没根。。
后来,心情就有点低落了。。
看完戏后,他们说要到 Wangsa Maju BRJ 去吃晚餐。。
我没去因为刚刚的心情影响到我没有胃口。。
回到家也没吃。。整个人无精打采的。。
到最后忍无可忍了,找个朋友把心里的话说出来。。
跟那两位 SMS 到 12/1 am。。
其中一位叫我不要再想了,好好的睡一觉。。
终于,心情有一点点好起来了。。
我也慢慢的睡着了。。

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今天(10/2/08)没那么早起床。。
大概 9.45am 起床。。
就像他说的,不要想太多,所以才能睡着。。
可是,起床时,感觉上,我整个人跟昨天一样,无精打采的。。
做什么事都好,都没心情去做。。
我没有在去想昨天的事了(她)。。
可是我就不知道为什么今天整个人怪怪的。。
现在也没心情写下去了。。
就在这里停下吧。。。。

Thursday, January 24, 2008

今天的心情~~~~

今天的心情。。。。
要怎么形容才好呢??
心情不会太糟,也不会太好。。
难以形容。。
今天就是以这心情去做工。。
算东西时还一直算错。。
当时不知为什么我回想起那些往事。。
一直在脑子里徘徊。。
害到我做工时浪费了不少时间。。 =="
还差点令我失去午餐胃口。。
这算好了啦。。
lunch time 过后被派到某个考场监考。。
sienz 到死。。
还有那两个考官。。dulan 他们!!!
帮他们派卷纸,帮他们收拾考卷,一句谢谢也没有!!!
从头到尾都不鸟我。。
算啦!!! 我也不鸟他们!!!
放工回家,朋友在我到我家附近的大路旁放我下车。。
下车后还有一段路要走才到家。。
太阳又那么晒,热到好像在烘炉里。。
我看我有被晒得更加黑了。。
不管啦,回到家,冲凉上网。。
轻轻松松的放松自己^^

Monday, January 14, 2008

这几天做工的感受。。

上个星期二,我正式开工, 做…………华文不会说咧。。 ( Examiner Attendant )
不好意识。。 做这份工,我觉得很累。。
到处跑,起初还以为是做监考的。。
没想到。。。被 “咋” 到。。
要我们准备考试答案纸。。。还以为只是负责绑起来而已。。。还要我们自己搬到每一个blok。。
哇噻, college那么多blok, 我累死咯!!!
这还好。。最惨的是。。志强!!!
做工时讲那么多废话。。我还以为我废话最多, 没想到他。。。 ( 无话可说 )
我听到耳朵都痛。。 一直讲。。讲。。讲。。 讲个不停。。
我现在自己爱自己有罪吗??一直讲多多不正常的话。。
说什么……自己爱自己 = 心理变态, 自己跟自己结婚, 自己“搞”出孩子 ( self-reproduction )。。。
死 g@y 佬, 我还没说你咧。。 lunch time 时一直注意男生。。。
一只问我某个男生是怎样的。。 我看他是想要 g@y 那男生。。。
我,就像普通男生,看美女。。 他就说我很色, 说什么没机会,全部都是大过我的。。。
真是很欠扁!!! 今天又“无端端”把我跟一个印度男生扯上话题。。( 那印度认识跟我们一起做工的 )
一直讲我跟他 g@y。。。 当我跟他被派到store room整理考试答案纸的时候, 他的废话又来了。。
志强 : “ 俊薪,我看你很高兴吧。。两人在一间房里,小心点哦~~他很粗鲁的哦~~”
欠扁,欠扁!!! #$&@#$&%@#%&$#@#%
整个好像 g@y 佬在吃醋。。真的是顶不顺!!!
今天 lunch time 时, 看到 college 里有一辆车不知道怎样会在大沟渠里。。
真是被吓到, 真是想像不了学生怎样驾车的。。。
吃饱后,继续工作咯。。还有做什么??
绑了整百叠的答案纸, 算了千多张的 graph paper (头晕), 粘了过千张有号码的 sticker ( labellings )。。。
真得很累,这里跑, 那里跑。。 整个 college 都给我跑完鸟。。。
放工咯,下雨, 没得省钱, 只好搭 taxi 回家。。。

Friday, December 21, 2007

Langkawi Trip^^

Had a fun trip to Langkawi with my classmates and friends..
its was quite fun, although half of the people that i'm going with i don't know them much,
but i manage to try to having fun..
this trip ad make me lost bout RM 500 ~ T.T
but i think its worth it..
i have waited for long time to get near the nature like sea, the wind...
while going to Langkawi and going home from Langkawi,
we went by boat, at that moment, i can enjoy the wind blowing on me...
it feels great and it makes me relax...
while at beach, i enjoy watching my friend playing in the sea, getting dirty...
and also, i get to row a canoe on my own with my friend..
it was fun, first time of my life row a canoe to the middle of the lake...
after these activities, while going back to our apartment, those stupid monkey started to follow...
well actually, the monkeys follow us at the moment we arrive that place...
damn, they are fierce, but coward...
they try to take our lunch by force, but unfortunately, they scared by us...
we just shouted at them, the monkeys ran away...funny =="
the last night, my friend all drunk, somethings happen...
i dunno how to say, but they dunno what they doing while drunk...
erm...i think i better stop here, if not, i will lose control... (don't ask anything)

Tuesday, October 23, 2007

Things That Happen During 15th October 2007 Till 21th October 2007

On Tuesday, sad things had happen on me...
Not to worry, its just get rejected by her...
That day can say that i'm shocked...
But thats my own fault by putting so much hope on it..
Stupid me...Damn stupid...

On Wednesday, i take this chances to go out with my friends...
Where? To Times Square for a movie...
Later, we go to the new complex near KL Plaza called Pavillion...
My friend took me there...but inside was half empty...
Nothing to do there, so we having lunch there...
My friend got his picture taken by my other friend and edited to a funny edition...
After that, we run to Sg. Wang (..because of raining..) to buy some clothes..
At there, i have spend RM88 to buy just a long trousers...
That was my saving money and now its gone...
But the good thing is, i'm feeling a bit better already..

On Thursday and Friday, nothing special happen...
Just like usual, sitting down in front of my computer and play, play, and play...
Besides that, watch movie and anime online...
Even watch till din eat lunch...
Well, treat it as dieting... no choice, lazy to cook.. =="

On Saturday, nothing happen, not quite...
Just that my mum bring me out to Pizza Hut have dinner...
Stingy... treat that dinner as my birthday present...
I ate it till 100% full, when reach home, just can lying on my bed for a rest...
After 12 midnight, got my first birthday wishes from my friend...

On Sunday, its a big day for me, but for my family, just another normal day..
When i woke up, got 6 friends wish me "Happy Birthday" through SMS...
Well, that was quite happy for me...
The only year got so many friends wishes me on birthday...
And also, celebrating my birthday with friends that know in forum...
Thanks to them, i have a happy birthday...
I'm satisfy with that... thanks a lot!!!

Sunday, September 16, 2007

Famine 30 Hours & Others

wow.....
famine 30 hours....
that was a new experience for me.....
fasting for 30 hours,
no eating for 30 hours,
just drink plain water for 30 hours...
i feel good and i dunno why...
during that moment, i totally din feel any hunger...
just having fun by enjoying all the activities prepared...
and also....the first time...
i was actually meet with 张栋梁, 梁静茹, and Daniel 李吉汉...
it was quite excited when seeing them in front of my eye..
and that day (15th September 2007 , Saturday) was the day i feel so high....
keep screaming and cheering for them with others campers...
there is only two word to describe this feeling..
exciting and fun^^
but the bad thing is... i forgot to bring my camera to take their photo...
miss it..... T.T
Besides that, i also get to know some sisters in my group...
actually its 17 ppl in one group...
except for 10 mens, there are 7 more big sisters in my group...
Group number : 119
they actually quite friendly and kind...
we got the chance to work together with them ask a team in one of the activities...
I somehow enjoy the whole process...
haha....
i also learn many things in it...
because of this camp, i know that actually there is many children suffering hunger everyday,
no nutrition food, no clean water to drink and no home...
felt pity on them...
and also this is why we join this camp...
to experience what they had, except for the unclean water...
that night i din have a good sleep because...
1.) no proper space to sleep.....
2.) my friend occupy most of my space (at the corner somewhere in the stadium on the floor, so cant sleep...
3.) sleep on a table makes my neck pain and a bit headache...
but....all that was nothing...
i already gone through it, and thats is a good experience...
this camp is fun^^
hope to go again next year....
YEAH!!!^^


Erm....bout her...
can say one month din saw her....
now miss her....
she addicted to online games...
now whenever wanna chat with her...
she always busy-ing playing online games...
looks like our distance is getting farther day by day...
so sad, T.T



[edited on 17 September 2007, 16.57]

Friday, August 31, 2007

*++Nothing Special++*

hihi...
its me again....
bored izzit??
i'm now very boring...
sry, not now, its everytime =="
well, there's nothing for me to do even i'm boring...
there is just one thing that makes me feel a little happy,
EXAM IS OVER^^
yeah.......
(......i'm so childish......)
but its too early for me to happy..
still need to wait for the result..
if terrible, i guess there is no reaction on me...
weird huh... =="
i hope i can get good result in this trial exam..
if not, i will make my friend dissapointed..
cuz she giv me all the tips..
and the tipsis all damn accurate...
so...i cant fail!!!!!
(........calm down...take a deep breath........)


two weeks had pass...
i still din see her around school...
maybe i'm blind....
haiz......is this my fate??
i hope not...
everyday, every moment, missing her...
but still, din have the chance to see her...
i hope i can see her soon....
miss her too much...
(.........should i say that??..........)

Monday, July 30, 2007

+++Its Coming!!!!+++

Its coming, its coming,
The road to hell is coming towards me.
help!!!!!

don't get shock,
i'm just too emotional.
SPM trail exam is near,
7th of August 2007...
myself has drawing closer and closer to the "HELL".
I kept blaming myself, why i don't want do revision??
my stupid lazy attitude is coming again...
what should i do to make this gone??
should i force myself do revision?
or should i just let it be in this way?
Now i'm just like making a hard decision that will make me confuse.....

ok ok, get off this topic and lets talk about others...
@#$%$@#@#$@#$%!@#%@%@#%@#%
My craziness is coming.......
This exam is driving me crazy,
i just can't escape from this bloody exam....
i wish students never ever takes exam in this reality world.
it just annoying!!!
besides, .............
what i'm going to say again??
never mind, just forget about it.

The final things......
My suffering days is coming...
not because of the exam, its myself...
"...like someone not necessary to be with her..."
this is what i always tell myself...
but my mind keeps playing tricks.
sometimes feel like wanna let it go,
and sometimes feel like wanna confess to her...
just this feeling is enough to make me suffer.........
"...a hand can't make a clap to make a noice..."
well, this is just like my love.....
so sad......................

Monday, July 9, 2007

@@@Confuse@@@



Yo, i'm back....
The confusing lonelypig^^
But you can call me piggy.
Dunno why everyone call me piggy =="
This few day something bothering me,
Something that is playing my mind,
Something that makes me CONFUSE!!!
I guess i'm born to get confuse by everything in this reality world.~~T.T

Plus, school monthly test and SPM trial exam is near.
That increase my study pressure.......
This also makes me confuse a lot because the other two of myself in my virtual world makes different decision.
The evil part of myself told me to play, sleep and don't study.
Then the good part of myself told me to study and prepare for the exam.
As for myself, i confuse and dunno what to do.
Now, i'm studying for a moment, play for few minute or hours, then continue study for hours.
I'll do this when i'm totally confuse.
Thats bad for me, i'm crazy!!!
If i'm not confuse, i will just study or just play all the time......


Second confusing thing is....................her.
My friend know aboutthis and they ask me to tell her but i dun want to disturb her because she also having exam soon, monthly test and PMR trial exam.
I really want to tell her but ....
I just can't make the final decision at this moment.
Total confuse......................
I better go study now...
See you on next post.
Bye~~~~~~

Friday, June 29, 2007

**AGAIN**

Again...
I'm back online.
This two and a half week almost going crazy.
Everyday stay inside my room doing additional mathematics.
Thats the thing that makes me almost gone crazy.
But its kinda good for me because of my bad result.
I should do revision everyday from now on.
Yup, should revision...
If not, i'm gonna fail my exam again...


Again...
Felt lonely and boring in these few day.
Dunno what to do except for revision.
The only thing that i can do no matter what time is......
SLEEP.... haha...XD
Thats make me a pig.
Thats how my name come from : Lonelypig
Haha...XD
Boring.................


Again...
That feeling is here.
Making me can't do anything on it,
Making me confuse,
And sometimes making me can't sleep at night.
Should i voice out, or not?
Should i take action, or not?
Should i keep making myself to be like this, or not?
Arg......confuse again...
It makes me think of something that is not good to me.
Always thinking and wondering.......
Does she have a boyfriend, or not?
Does she likes me, or not?
It still in my mind now........


Again...
I end this topic with feeling that is neither sad nor happy...
I'm............
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( Sub Host : "I'm sorry, the host had fallen asleep, we will continue uncomplete things at the next topic... BYE^^")

Saturday, June 9, 2007

~~Boring~~

Holidays....................
Its going to end by tomorrow.
Actually, I wish to have holiday for more longer time.
To do what?? Good question......
Well, i usually spend my holiday by sleeping at home.....XD
Its so relaxing and having simple life,
Do not need to worried so much about what to do.
At holidays make me feel lonely and boring;
At school, at least i got my friend to spend time with,
Not saying that I did not spend time with my friend during holiday,
Its just seldom because of all the school teacher!!!
Dunno what kind of medicine they take,
Making them crazy by giving us ( the poor students ) so much of @#$%@#$ homework to do...
Damn it.......

(.....My apology for the rudeness.....)

That had make me no mood to enjoy my holiday.......
Now I have to finish all the @#$%@#$ homework by today...

(.....My apology for the rudeness...again....)

Haiz.... had to "start midnight car" again, hate!!!



OUT OF TITLE :
Now dunno how to tell her that i like her...
Me taking SPM and she taking PMR this year...
I hope i can go through all the obstacle with her until the end of the exam...

Saturday, June 2, 2007

~~Current Changes On Me~~

yo, whats up dude.
Thanks for viewing my blog...
I'm appreciate it very much...
Once again, thanks a lot^^

I've change my hairstyle.
This new look made me forgot the previous me...
It gave me a new life, start to live a brand new life.
Its kind of weird but i like it.^^
First time having a new look.
Don't laugh at me when first looking at me...
I'll be ....... dunno what will i feel...
hehe


(...she sick jor~~ T.T....... take care...)

Sunday, May 27, 2007

~~ =.= ~~

haiz.....nothing to say..
( the host is currently having mental disturbance, please hold for 10 seconds, thank you)
1......2......3......4......5......6......7......8......9......10......
i'm back.......so bored
this time, talk about her.
which one you asking?
hmm............the other girl, the cute one.
that feeling is happening on me again..
I mean, what the hell is wrong with me??
Is that I do not deserve to have love?
Not fair......
I felt that there is two kind of me inside......me.
I wanna tell her how i feel towards her but the other me stop me.
SUFFER~~

Friday, May 18, 2007

**I'm Back**

Finally, free from exam^^
but not all T.T
Unfortunately Tuesday and Thursday still got exam.
Hate to study, study makes me crazy.

This exam my result will be very bad.
Half of the subject i think can't pass.
I'm a failure...
If my English exam get fail, i rather go die. (It won't happen... haha)

Every time when exam is nearby, i won't study because those info cant "save" in my mind.
I will forget it in the next day. XD
This is my habit, likes to revise the subject that will be taking on the following day.
I'm a weird guy, a totally freaking weird.

*****Someone walk into my life*****
wanna know more, don't miss the next post^^

Monday, April 30, 2007

Hot Event & Whatever Things

Exam is near and i still not yet finish my study...
now dunno what to do except everyday, every hour, every minute and every second stay inside my room and keep on studying.
this is so bored, sooner or later will make me crazy.
if i did not voice out in my blog, i think now i'm crazy-ing.

today, the last day of April (30th April 2007) is my kawaii friend's birthday. ^^
but she still nid to stand under the hot sun for hours and her leg is pain.
poor gal, suffer till like that.

And the last thing, 'she', the one i mention before, i did not saw her these few days.
just have the chance to look at her through picture.
haiz...why i have to do like this, she dosen't like me, reject me so hard, but why i still so miss her?
what the hell is going on at me???
CAN SOMEBODY TELL ME...............................

Thursday, April 26, 2007

Current Situation

"well well well, the host is sick."
yup, i'm sick n suffering with a high fever.
it makes me cannot study well, can't eat like normal person.
actually, i hate to consult a doctor. but my mum force me to go.
i have no other choice but to go consult doctor.
i hate all the medicine that sick people need to eat, like my current situation.
but sick makes me felt happiness.

everytimes when i sick, i kept dreaming of me and her, happy together.
go out having fun with her, that makes me happy.
but when i awake, everything is vanish like blowing a dust off.
want me to tell you (viewers) who is she?
well............i will maybe tell out in the next post.
so, keep waiting if you want to know.
HAHAHA