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haiz.....nothing to say..
( the host is currently having mental disturbance, please hold for 10 seconds, thank you)
1......2......3......4......5......6......7......8......9......10......
i'm back.......so bored
this time, talk about her.
which one you asking?
hmm............the other girl, the cute one.
that feeling is happening on me again..
I mean, what the hell is wrong with me??
Is that I do not deserve to have love?
Not fair......
I felt that there is two kind of me inside......me.
I wanna tell her how i feel towards her but the other me stop me.
SUFFER~~

**I'm Back**

Finally, free from exam^^
but not all T.T
Unfortunately Tuesday and Thursday still got exam.
Hate to study, study makes me crazy.

This exam my result will be very bad.
Half of the subject i think can't pass.
I'm a failure...
If my English exam get fail, i rather go die. (It won't happen... haha)

Every time when exam is nearby, i won't study because those info cant "save" in my mind.
I will forget it in the next day. XD
This is my habit, likes to revise the subject that will be taking on the following day.
I'm a weird guy, a totally freaking weird.

*****Someone walk into my life*****
wanna know more, don't miss the next post^^

Hot Event & Whatever Things

Exam is near and i still not yet finish my study...
now dunno what to do except everyday, every hour, every minute and every second stay inside my room and keep on studying.
this is so bored, sooner or later will make me crazy.
if i did not voice out in my blog, i think now i'm crazy-ing.

today, the last day of April (30th April 2007) is my kawaii friend's birthday. ^^
but she still nid to stand under the hot sun for hours and her leg is pain.
poor gal, suffer till like that.

And the last thing, 'she', the one i mention before, i did not saw her these few days.
just have the chance to look at her through picture.
haiz...why i have to do like this, she dosen't like me, reject me so hard, but why i still so miss her?
what the hell is going on at me???
CAN SOMEBODY TELL ME...............................

Current Situation

"well well well, the host is sick."
yup, i'm sick n suffering with a high fever.
it makes me cannot study well, can't eat like normal person.
actually, i hate to consult a doctor. but my mum force me to go.
i have no other choice but to go consult doctor.
i hate all the medicine that sick people need to eat, like my current situation.
but sick makes me felt happiness.

everytimes when i sick, i kept dreaming of me and her, happy together.
go out having fun with her, that makes me happy.
but when i awake, everything is vanish like blowing a dust off.
want me to tell you (viewers) who is she?
well............i will maybe tell out in the next post.
so, keep waiting if you want to know.
HAHAHA

My Friend

well, lets see.... where to start
oh ya, that cute girl. ^^
She is so cute that had make me wanna be friends with her.
she just form 3 and she join KRS in school.
althought till now we talk less in school.... but i guess i just stop here.
if not, i have to delete this post ><
haiz... a cute girl just walk into my boring life.
too bad for u, viewers
can't see her picture...haha


what a boring day, as usual... T.T
sitting in front of the computer and so whatever things that boring person do
watch movie, play games and sometimes too boring, i will just go to sleep.

bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla...................

My First Own Blog

yeah, finally got my own blog (childish behavior) ^^
Hope can make it same as what i want.

Today i just got my first prize at school.
So happy because i got third place in my chemistry experiment.
Thanks to my other three group mate/ friend. They help me so much.