Dedicated To You

Its been almost a week since we have time together

but it feels like more than a week to me

just feel weird between us

and i've been keep thinking on what is the problem

but i just can't get it

I don't mind giving you time and space to chill

and I'm willing to wait for you

but the communications and meeting between us

just seems so weird and awkward

I just doesn't know what can i do to get rid of it

been trying to meet you up and talk to you

but i just doesn't have the chance to do so

even if i have the chance, when i see you

i just unable to say anything and just stare at you

i know what i did before might make you piss
sorry for not telling you problems i had that day
didn't mean to make you angry
but now i wish i can be there for you
to cheer you up when you are not in the mood

these few days was worrying

thinking about you all the time

how are you? are you ok?

missing and worry about you till i can't sleep well

but now that you replied

feeling ease a bit but still..

sometimes the status or post that you shared in FB

I thought that its for me but..

somehow, i might be overthinking
the awkward part is..
get to know what you want to tell me through friend
but not telling me straight forward
can't even talk to you without knowing what will happen
just scare it might worsen up the situation.

i might not be one of the important person for you

might not be the person you will think about

might not be the person you missed

might not be the person you love

all matters to me now is

you are everything for me and i want to be with you

Now was hoping to get back to the same as before

go out with you, try to make you happy

just hope relationship between us can be better

all i want is your attention, care and love

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