伤心的那几天

星期日

就像平时一样的

我睡到11点多才起床

刷牙冲凉后就吃早餐、午餐

过后呢，就看电视上网

上着时，慢慢的觉得闷闷的

然后就开电脑游戏来玩玩

接着，看见妈妈冲好凉出来听电话

正玩到一半时，妈跑进房间对我说

“外公去世了”

我整个人突然愣了一下

开始问几时发生的

说是刚刚下午去世的

突然觉得真的是难以相信

因为星期六晚上还有去医院看外公啊

看他的时侯

外公还能聊天

看起来还很有精神啊

只是星期六早上护士说

外公突然呼吸困难

需要氧气管帮他呼吸

一直都是好好的

直到礼拜下午

就这样收到了惊人的消息

被逼把所有的事情丢下

赶去外婆家集合

开始商量帮外公办“事”

到了外婆家不久

车就来了

开始把篷塔好

慢慢的下起雨来了

在KL的亲戚也差不多到了

之后就迎接外公“回来”

全都在外

只有行动不方便的外婆在屋里

伤心地流泪了

之后就开始商量

选好日子帮外公安葬好

就选到星期二出山

所以星期日到星期二为止

我都是在外婆家

晚上回家冲好凉了

又赶去外婆家帮忙做其他事

折金纸

个人大概都折了上千个

手指有点痛了 >.<

到十一点多才回家休息

星期一

我还是一样睡到下午才起床

其实是被妈妈吵醒的

在大约12点半左右

之后就准备好在妈妈去做点东西

才放妈妈在外婆家

我就回家休息下

然后时间到了才去载亲戚

没想到还没出门

又下起大雨来了

在家呆了一阵才出门

晚上请来了尼姑来念经

从傍晚7点多开始

整个仪式都花了几个小时时间

到晚上10点多才完毕

进到屋内

又看见外婆伤心地哭起来了

朋友邻居都在安慰外婆

呆在那到12点凌晨才回家

回到家

虽然是很累

可是我却是睡不着

想找人聊聊天

又被限制

不能上网

只好在房间sms和开电脑看戏

到了2点多三点才慢慢的睡了

星期二早上

6点多就被吵醒了

叫我快快准备好

要出发去外婆家了

在路途中塞车了

一个小时后才到外婆家

看一看全部人

才发觉到原来我们是最后一个到

吃了点东西

就等时间到

时间一到

仪式开始

可看见外婆和妈妈都在哭

看到了眼泪也忍不住流出来了

最伤心的是外婆

少了一个人的陪伴

。。。

。。。

。。。

完毕了就跟着去墓地

做这个做那个

完毕后就回家

交代点事了各自就回家去了

至于我呢

还是一样

跑上跑下

载亲戚到车站去

Jln Ipoh > Bukit Jalil > Jln Ipoh >Titiwangsa

这里跑那里跑

看来我比其他亲戚还要忙

回到家什么都不管

直接倒在床上睡到晚上

外公享受了85年的人生

就这样不告而别

什么事也没交代

这就让舅舅们伤脑筋

最头痛的还是我妈

因为外公外婆的所有事都是我妈管理的

所以呢还是麻烦到我妈

至于亲戚们之间的问题

就在这短短的几天内

我了解了全部

好坏全都知道了

我就好像是中间人一样

怎么我身边那么多问题呢

唉。。~~(>_<)~~

BloGGiE NeW MusiC

changing new music to my bloggie~~
and this is da song~~ recently like this  >.<
EnjoY  ^^




李玖哲 - 最后的那一天
作词：林燕岑 作曲：李玖哲



忘了是谁 先打破了沉默说抱歉
声音很轻却回荡整夜
幸福陪着作废 结局好狼狈


拼命的堆 把回忆堆进抽屉里面
思念依旧不从人所愿
像个贼 偷走我唯一知觉


最后的那一天 最后的那一天
是谁的眼泪 模糊了画面
最后的那一天 最后的那一天
想不起为何我们 都忘了 说再见


你说的对 爱人和被爱的都可怜
那一天你说出的体会
提醒我 你留下孤单永远


最后的那一天 最后的那一天
是谁的眼泪 模糊了画面
最后的那一天 最后的那一天
想不起为何我们 都忘了 说再见


你是否也怀念 相爱的第一天
什么感觉


最后的那一天 最后的那一天
无力再重写 相爱的机会
最后的那一天 最后的那一天
心碎来不及遮掩 写坏的 完结篇
那一天




“  这是最后的那一天
当记忆破碎成灰
我却依旧被困在崩坏的世界里  ”

~ MiX iT Up ~ ( Part 2 )

due to someone request, asking me to stop writing the past..

erm... i think and think and think...

i guess i just post all the picture and a few sentence on it..  LOL




21 August 2010
the day i join 30 Hours Famine @ Bukit Jalil as a Security Volunteer..

afternoon till evening, briefing the whole time and stadium visit..

after briefing, watch some artist do their stage practice

   

Z-Chen (张智成)

    

   

day before the countdown day~~

   

   

countdown day~~ concert~~  ^^

  

the Security Team~~ woohoo~~  (Click image for larger view)

   

My tag and 30Hour Famine T-shirt

26th August 2010

on this day, planning to go a new place to have my lunch..

and so i planned to go a new place.. which i never went before..

Cheras "Yakiniku" BBQ House~~

   

   

   

the interior of the shop~

   

our BBQ Equipment.. BBQ with charcoal..

   

only me solo pic??  haiz  >.<

   

   

yummy~~ bacon, crispy toufu and seaweed soup~

   

whole table full of foods... bwahahaha

   

   

take some picture before leaving... see the last picture...

BBQ house, PASS  xD

i think thats all for now~~

and as for tomorrow (20th September) going to A'Famosa wif frens~~

will be back with updates~~ if i got time to write anything  >.<

~ MiX iT Up ~ ( Part1 )

Its been a while since i update my blog...

and this will be a long post since i got many things to write..

but, i will try to make it short...  LOL

1st of all is about my damn bloody phone..

i cant believe it started to give me trouble..

cable start to become not sensitive and i cant even plug in to my lappy..

cant detect the device and it made me cant move the picture from my phone to my lappy..

damn it.. now really hope to change a new phone...

and i already have a new target..  SE Xperia X10 .. O(∩_∩)O

just wanna change my phone as soon as possible...

and now, the post start ... here goes...

(... photos taken by my noob 3.2 megapixel phone.. quality not gud  >.<  ...)





11th August 2010


went to a Korean Restaurant @ Kepong with friends for lunch..

The restaurant name is Daorae Korean BBQ Restaurant

   

   

that day afternoon can say the restaurant is empty but just 3 of us..

   

seaweed soup and my set lunch, kimchi with pork rice set

lunch set is just RM14 per set and there is no any tax.. so the price is ok..

and as for others, when i look into the menu, i was like..  OMG

the cheapest food in the menu cost RM25...  >.<

after lunch, my friend say still wanna eat something else...

and the next stop we went is another food stall.. name K.T.Z food

at first i was thinking, just to order drinks..

but in the end, i order more and more...  LOL

   

peanut stew dessert and some fried things..

   

mango ice, taste nice~~

i kinda shock that i manage to eat all these food in one day within 2hours..

13th August 2010

this day, hmm... what day is it huh??

oh yea, its my "lui lui" birthday~~  xD

HappY BirthdaY yA~~

this day, we went to Look Out Point to celebrate for her..

as for me and the other 3 friends, we went to buy cake and candles..

and something suddenly cross my mind... tricky candles...  xD

candles that will light up after u blow it... haha..  gotcha  xD

   

group photo and birthday girl with her birthday gift~

16th August 2010

the day we went to Genting Highland..

the reason why suddenly went there is because of two things..

one is i got a free room and the other is Ling wanna go~

we went up in the afternoon.. because didn't play outdoor and check in time is 3pm

   

8 of us~~

reach there, the first thing to do is... CHECK IN..

we separate into 2 groups.. one is to follow me to check in..

of course with all the luggage, and the other went to buy movie ticket..

haha.. watch a movie there and i forgot what the movie name   >.<

just to wait for check in, waited for more than 1 hour ...

some of them start to eat cup noodles while waiting..

after check in, get some rest, then only went to movie..

after movie, went for the 4D Motion, titled The Haunted House..

before that, we have some of our little games outdoor...

and its all taken down in videos which i think i'm not posting it up..  LOL

then at nite, some of us went for bowling and some of them went back to the room..

i'm joining the bowling gang, after bowling, followed up by pool~~

after finish all, we went to StarBuck wait for the rest to come down..

   

group photo and thats my coffee~~ in a mug..  xD

   

the scenery i capture it when i having my breakfast at Genting Mamak Stall..

its located at the cable car car park... B5.. can try to find it  =)

after the breakfast, went back to the room... all of them sleeping..  LOL

well, i'm tired too... whole night didn't sleep... but when they wake up, i nap..  LOL

after all ready, check out our room, went for a walk...

then take bus went back down... for our second round entertainment..  Karaoke

i'm surprise that they still have so many energy for that  xD

and it seems like everyone enjoy and having fun except for BeaR~~  xD

feeling very tired on this day but had fun with them..

(... stop here for a while... to be continue in Part 2 ...)